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The Storms of LIfe

I love this painting by Rembrandt. I think sometimes we don’t take the Bible stories literally or seriously enough. We look at the disciples with scorn and think “Silly disciples. Why didn’t they trust Jesus?” When in their reality the waves were about to swallow them up. They were fishermen. They knew the sea. They weren’t afraid of a little storm. They were afraid for their lives for a good reason… I have no idea how Jesus slept during that storm. I think He must have been playing possum so that He could bring the disciples up to a higher level of faith for the storms of life that were on the horizon.

We have been keenly aware that we are in Tornado Alley since moving to AL. There have been several tornado warnings this year, a school closing and the tornado sirens are becoming a familiar sound.

Sunday there were several places in our area hit including a neighboring town where several of Mike’s co-workers live. Please, keep them in your prayers.

The storms were still a ways off when we left for church. Princess J had several questions about the safety of the church building in which we attend. I explained to her that it depended on the strength of the storm. She consoled herself that there were no windows in the main auditorium. I looked up and said that roof might get torn off and asked her if she knew what to do if it did.

I know. I wasn’t very reassuring. But I wanted her to put her trust in God no matter what happened and not be shocked and appalled if something did happen. We have to keep a cool head in times of crisis and not forget Who is in control and brings all things together for our good. Princess J has shown herself to be very calm and collected in storms of the past. At times much more so than I.

Once she was trying to climb down from a tree in our front yard and ripped her knee open. We rushed her to the ER. I thought a chunk of her leg was messing and was turning shades of white and green. All I could say to the ER attendant was “Help my baby.” She stayed perfectly calm and still through 25 stitches. She was only seven. She is really amazing. I could tell you more.

While in FL we weathered 4 hurricanes and several tropical storms. When there is a hurricane on the horizon you know sometimes weeks in advance and it’s all the news reporters talk about. The anticipation grew so bad that I had to stop watching TV. I was loosing my joy to fears of how I would handle it if I lost my home or how I would comfort a neighbor or friend who lost theirs.

Here is a poem I wrote early one morning during an approaching storm. I found my focus once again and was..

Overtaken by Joy

Hurricane Wilma on the horizon
My thoughts run this way and that.
How to prepare? Stand or escape?
What will she leave behind?

Not willing to cave into Fear
I look up to my Heavenly Father
And declare, You’re My Rock, My Fortress
My Invincibly Strong Tower!

Basking for a moment
In His unfailing love
Undeniably displayed in His Son
I sit myself down with an old friend, Peace.

Then suddenly,
Unexpectedly
I am overtaken by Joy
Poured forth as a warm anointing.

As I’m absorbing, it immediately begins transforming.
My lips are forced up by a smile from within.
My heart so full that tears must escape.
My mind is lost in wonder.

How did this happen?
After searching endlessly,
I am caught unaware?
Joy, you were hidden in such a curious place.

Peace beyond understanding.
Love casting out Fear.
Joy comes when trusting in
The One Who holds me so dear.

by Jenny Coleman
October 19, 2005

The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am helped. My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to Him in song. Psalm 28:7

The truth is that when and if something happens God will be with me as always and lead me, guide me and provide everything I need. In the mean time I need to be focused on what He is leading and guiding me to do now.

God bless and keep you!

Jenny

Just a Taste

God has been doing a wonderful work in me.
He has been gently washing away all my fears and doubt.
He is teaching me to trust Him and in turn trusting me with His heart full of love.
He is crazy about me and I am sure He’s crazy about you, too.
You’ve seen how He dotes on us.
He sends us the most fragrant flowers, beautiful butterflies, 
Fascinating birds, reptiles and insects.  
You’ve watched the shows His creatures put on for us: from graceful to hilarious!
They’re like an extravagant, singing, telegram of His love.  
The majesty of His trees and mountains are astounding.  
He put them there just for us to enjoy.
Have you seen the vibrant colors He uses to paint the sunset?
They are only a shadow of the vibrance of His love for us. 
Then there are all the things that take our breath away: 
the sunrise, holding a new born baby, 
the sweet sound of a violin being played by a master, 
a giraffe with it’s amazing neck, the soaring eagle,
the wind, the ocean, stars and so many other things.  
They are a gift of His glory to us.  
As I am drawing near to Him I am learning so much about Him.
He is kinda shy and yet longs for friendship like me.  
He loves to share His secrets with those who love Him 
And seek a relationship with Him.  
He is so wonderfully good.  No one could hope for a better friend.  
He loves to surprise me, take long walks with me, 
To just sit with me in the stillness and hold me in His arms.  
When He looks at me with is gentle eyes, I am overcome with His peace 
And at the same time His longing to run away with me.  
He loves to dance and sing with me and for me.
His playful, joyful demeanor makes me laugh so hard sometimes I cry.  
The sound of His voice is so sweet and yet power packed with truth.  
His words reverberate through my soul.
I melt under his gentle caress.
I know love is blind.
Because He is always telling me that I am beautiful.  
I’ve seen myself in the mirror and in the darkness, too.
But He sees a beauty that only He could have created in me.
A pure, lovely, growing beauty deep with in.  I feel it.
The more I seek Him the more I feel it grows.
He is the warm sun, the gentle breeze and the refreshing rain it thirsts for.  
Have you ever sensed a thirst for something more than this life has to offer?
Do you know what that something is?  
The chasm in us is so big – so much bigger than I ever imagined.  
It’s eternal and the only thing that can satisfy us is Him.  
He is the fountain of youth, that special someone,
the answer to our search for significance, the ultimate treasure.  
The more I get of Him the bigger I realize my hunger is.  
It’s awakening out of the dullness I had stuffed it into.
I want to know Him more and more.
I want to live in His presence daily.
I want feel Him moving through me; loving others with His love.  
I want to hear His voice and obey with out fear.  
I want to wait patiently for Him with expectancy and hope 
And trust Him in the darkness. 
Close your eyes for a minute.  
Shut them to all the hurt, shame and guilt sin has caused you 
Then take a look around you at God’s goodness.  
It’s still there.  You just have to look in the right places.  
He is showering you with invitations to His love.  
Won’t you come and discover what a treasure He is?  
He has made a way for you.  
He sent His only Son, Jesus, to demonstrate His love for you 
By taking the sins of the world on Himself on the cross 
So that you could be free to come and enjoy knowing His love for you.  
He is the living water, the bread of life.  Won’t you come?
I’ve become a seeker of God in all things; 
in His creation, in the stillness, 
in the stuff of life, in acts of kindness, 
and in the miraculous change He works in those 
who come to Him and discover His incredible love for them.  
One day I will see Him face to face 
and know Him for who He is 
and I will be made like Him.  
What I am experiencing now is just a taste.  
Jennifer Coleman  9/08/07
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